I do not exactly remember the genesis of this love affair. There was not any particular incident which made me have a crush on her; a crush that sometimes blossoms into love. We simply met each other one fine day without any intent of falling for each other. That’s were our conversations began. Since we both had an entity of our own it was quite natural that our interactions seemed to reflect our thoughts. Reasonability at times is so very ambivalent simply because the reason beneath could be entirely logical or at times purely emotional, but in both the cases we consider it reasonable. Some sort of this transpired between both of us. Sometimes when one of us behaved on logic, the other happened to act on emotion and vice versa. Resultantly there were conflicts but since neither of us was fundamentally wrong we both reconciled after sometime. The obvious good thing between us has been the mutual respect we have for each other. This has played a pivotal role in keep the relation intact, otherwise how does one explain the repeated reconciliation even after months of being left alone. There were times when she thought I was not doing the most sensible of things but somewhere deep down I had the gut feeling this is what I should be doing, though against the wishes of hers. As they say the world is based on probability I did prove myself right some of the times, coming to her terms at other times. Apart from the admiration I got for my success I also had a ticklish feeling for failing at times. Believe me both the feelings have been equally responsible for making the bond between us stronger. While an admiration is always to be proud of, a slightly ticklish feeling kept me feel like living on the edge. I always had to strive for that extra to maintain the competency level. It was not that I wanted to win a battle against her, rather to keep her respect for me going I could not take her for granted. She was as quick in heaping loads of praise as much in pointing out the shortcomings. Probably she knows that nobody is perfect but then we all must work in a direction which pulls us a notch higher than the rest. I am very proud to be in love with her, do not know if she feels the same. Ladies and Gentlemen, meet my beloved,” The Life”.
Friday, February 1, 2008
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